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I can not stop smiling. I am so insanely happy. I don't care about anything other than us right now. I am so happy and... I have no words to express myself. I love you so much. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. GAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Baby, save the last dance for me?

I know that I am doing something so entirely stupid. I should never have agreed to go along with it. Why couldn't I just wait until someone I know is better for me come along. It was a mistake to be a part of this. But I can't help the feeling that I get when someone wants me. We can't even be public with this because people wouldn't understand. It feels like I have matured so much over-night, and that scares me so much. I need to end it; I just don't know how. I hate having to lie to people, well not so much lie, but not telling people, my friends, my best friends. I am just so confused.

The crazy lady high on meth.

Harry and Draco

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

“Welcome to Liberty,” Michael said, sounding a bit like Eeyore on acid-A Thousand Beautiful Things by Lemon Bar

"Sirius!"

"What?"

Remus rolled his eyes, snatching the photograph out of his friend's hand. Sirius pouted, trying to take it back.

"I somehow doubt that Harry will want a picture of his father in a pink thong," Remus said finally, clearly frustrated.

"Why not?"

"Would you like to see your father in a pink thong?"


Magnetic Attraction- Frizzy

Here I have finally posted after 6 weeks. This is my self soliloquy. Um, it was based off of the song Your Call by Secondhand Serenade. If you know this song you will get some of the soliloquy and I did use lines from the song. I do still exist.




I wish I had someone to just hold me
Someone who would be there to talk to my
Someone who told me that they were born to
Tell me that they love me and that they were
Torn to do what they have to make me theirs
And that they would stay with me tonight
And I’d tell them I’m tir’d of being alone,
And in this solitary moment makes me
Want to come back home to be with them
We would be together eternally
With no one to separate us at all
And we would be eternally in love
We would have our own little tiny world
We could just be ourselves with each other
There would be no lies at all between us
We would be so ambitious together
Because every breath that we would share would
Bring life into our deepest fantasies
We would always share our fantasies a-
Bout the world, and our life in general
We would think about the first time we met
About the time in the car listening
To the song we used to sing together
We would remember the butterflies in
Early summer. We would see the butterflies
The song would be on repeat… always
When they would take me home after those days
I would be waiting for their call so I
Would know if they made it home unharmed
And we would listen to the song together
Over the phone so that we would know that
We would be as one everlastingly
I would know that we would never be a-
Lone again. That we would never want for
Anything ever again; above all
Love. That is all we have ever wanted
And we have found that with each other
We knew that we were born to tell each
Other that we loved one another
We would do what we had to; to stay with
Each other. We aren’t tired anymore
Of being alone because we are not
Not anymore or ever again

Where's my DaniaDaniaDania. I miss her. I am going crazy. It's weird without her.
where's my DaniaDaniaDania.

This was so cute. and adorable

http://www.cafepress.com/buy/Joss/
Everybody should go here if they love something by Joss Whedon

I am done with my presentation. It went really well.
I also went and say Juno. It was really cute. I loved it.



Parents don't understand when to just drop the convo. My mom had said something and I didn't want to talk anymore but she just kept trying to talk to me. I have pretty obvious signs when I don't want to talk. And I need to somehow get a message to Jordan telling her that I don't need the cookies anymore. And my mother keeps bugging me about it.

On a different note, Washington high is putting on a production of Romeo and Juliet on thursday and i was wondering if anyone wanted to come.

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You scored as Slytherin Congradulations! Since you're a Slytherin, you nearly always get what you want, and that's because of your serious ambition! This means that you'll more than likely be happy in life. You use your cunning to your advantage too, but so what? Slytherins have a bad reputation for being a bunch of jerks, but some are just misunderstood. There are plenty of kind Slytherins out there who have that cunning ambition in them! ...Right? Slytherin 52% Ravenclaw 50% Hufflepuff 45% Gryffindor 40%

Hey you guys. I just found out today that my Uncle died. I don't know kind of shape I will be in. I just thought I would tell you

How sad is it that I think I have separation anxiety from Dania. I was freaking out when she wasnt there at school on Friday. I miss her muchos. its kinda sad.

Today I watched a Firefly marathon and wrote an outline for presentation paper

A personal urgent message from GLSEN Founder Kevin Jennings

Lawrence King was a self-identified gay student who attended Green Junior High in Oxnard, California. His feminine gender expression “was freaking the guys out” according to one of his classmates.
Apparently, for this, he had to die.
On Tuesday morning Lawrence was shot at point blank range in his eighth grade English class by a boy who had apparently been one of his anti-LGBT tormentors. Now he’s going to die once they turn the machines off, which they may have already done by the time you get this message.
Ten years ago a gay college student, Matthew Shepard, was tied to a fence and beaten to death. Today, it’s a gay junior high student being shot in the head. When will we, as a society, say enough is enough?
We know that this student was a repeated target of classmates based on his sexual orientation and gender expression, and we know that such harassment can escalate to greater acts of violence. It is long past time to start addressing anti-LGBT bullying and harassment directly, and to start naming this problem, which threatens the safety of all students in school.
Make this a learning moment in your communities to have a dialogue about why creating safer schools for all students regardless of their sexual orientation or gender identity/expression is so very important.
Also, you can reach out to the GLBT NATIONAL YOUTH TALKLINE 1-800-246-PRIDE (1-800-246-7743). The GLBT National Youth Talkline provides telephone and email peer-counseling, as well as factual information and local resources for cities and towns across the United States.
By taking action on school climate issues, you are making a difference in creating a better future. On a day like today, it's important to remember that you're not alone in that work. Students throughout the LA area and across the country are also working on these issues, and, as this story emerges, we will be thinking of you as well.
http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-oxnard14feb14,0,7204301.story
Oxnard student declared brain dead
Lawrence King, 15, was shot and wounded at a junior high school Tuesday. A classmate faces murder charge.
By Catherine Saillant and Gregory W. Griggs
Los Angeles Times Staff Writers
February 13, 2008
An Oxnard junior high student who was shot in the head by a classmate earlier this week was declared brain dead Wednesday, and the 14-year-old male suspect now faces a first-degree murder charge, authorities said.
Lawrence King, 15, was declared brain dead by two neurosurgeons about 2 p.m. at St. John's Regional Medical Center in Oxnard, said Craig Stevens, senior deputy Ventura County medical examiner. King's body remains on a ventilator for possible organ donation, he said. Authorities initially believed that King was improving following the shooting early Tuesday inside a classroom at E.O. Green Junior High School. But the boy's condition worsened early Wednesday, and he was placed on a ventilator a few hours later with his family nearby, said an official who asked not to be named.
David Keith, an Oxnard police spokesman, said the family would have no comment and asked the media to respect its privacy.
Police said the suspect, whose identity was not disclosed because of his age, shot King at least twice at the beginning of the school day and then fled the campus. The boy was apprehended by police a few blocks away and is being held in Juvenile Hall.
He is scheduled to appear in court today.
Dist. Atty. Gregory Totten said prosecutors would decide whether the case should remain in juvenile court after reviewing the police investigation. Under state law, prosecutors can ask the court to try the suspect as an adult, he said.
"In all probability he will be charged in adult court," Totten said.
Police have not determined a motive in the slaying but said it appeared to stem from a personal dispute between King and the suspect. Keith and Totten declined to elaborate. But several students at the south Oxnard campus said King and his alleged assailant had a falling out stemming from King's sexual orientation.
The teenager sometimes wore feminine clothing and makeup, and proclaimed he was gay, students said. Some of the male students were bothered by his appearance, calling it a distraction, several students said.
"He would come to school in high-heeled boots, makeup, jewelry and painted nails -- the whole thing," said Michael Sweeney, 13, an eighth-grader. "That was freaking the guys out."
Student Juan Sandoval, 14, said he shared a fourth-period algebra class with the suspect, whom he described as a calm, smart student who played on the basketball team.
"I didn't think he was that kind of kid," Sandoval said. "I guess you never know. He made a big mistake."
"Their lives are both destroyed now," said student Hansley Rivera, 12, after learning of King's death.
Several students said that a day before the shooting, King and several boys had some kind of altercation during the lunch period. Police and prosecutors said they had heard the same stories but have not come to a conclusion as to motive.
If the suspect targeted King because of his sexual orientation, it could rise to the level of a hate crime, authorities said.
"We've heard that and a lot of other things," Keith said. "But I can't say what the motive is until we finish our interviews."
Totten said he could not comment on the specifics of the case until he reviewed the police investigation. But a hate-crime enhancement is something that prosecutors would consider as they move forward, he said.
"It's something we will look at," he said. "But the case is going to be reviewed as a murder involving the use of a firearm, and that carries a potential sentence of 50 years to life."
Jerry Dannenberg, the school district superintendent, said E.O. Green staff were aware that King had butted heads with other students, including the suspect, and that they had offered both students help.
"They had been doing a lot of counseling and a lot of work with [King] to help him deal with some of his concerns and issues," Dannenberg said. "But I can't go into specifics about what was going on."
Bullying in schools has long been a problem. But recent studies show that a student who comes "out" as gay or lesbian is far more likely to suffer abuse than others, said Kevin Jennings, executive director of the Gay, Lesbian and Straight Education Network based in New York.
A student thought to be gay was five times as likely to be threatened or injured by a weapon, according to a 2002 California Department of Education study. Jennings said subsequent studies have found similar results.
His group advocates more teacher training on how to handle bullying and harassment, specifically bullying of gay students.
"This Oxnard shooting is very upsetting but not surprising," Jennings said. "The real issue is not the kid coming out, but the kid sitting next to him. Schools must teach that we may not like one another, but we must respect one another."
Teachers and counselors at E.O. Green Junior High, meanwhile, sought to calm fears about escalating violence at the south Oxnard campus. About a quarter of the school's 1,000 students stayed home Wednesday due to fear of reprisals, Dannenberg said.
He said the school will have extra staff and police on campus for the next few days. Counselors will also be on hand as long as needed, Dannenberg said. The school district will hold a meeting for parents next week to discuss concerns.
This week's shooting was a first, not only for the school but for all of Ventura County, which has never before seen a classroom fatality. Dannenberg said school administrators can take steps to keep guns out of schools but that nothing would ever work perfectly.
"It's not just the schools," he said. "We have a societal problem. Last week, it was gunfire at a City Council back east. And this week, unfortunately, it was us."

AHHHHH Guitar Hero. We finally found it for Wii. OMG SOOOO freaking happy. It is an amazing game.

Dania Call me. UMM today doesn't work maybe tomorrow. We could meet at AZ Mills.and see something.
or next week we (not going to D-Land) could crash at my house or something or on sat(next week) cuz we dont have school on monday and we could go see something then.

Talk to me about it later

Mucho Love
and playing guitar hero

Talk to y'all later